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Friday, May 16, 2008

New Testament New International Version.
 
While He was in Bethany, reclining at the table in the home of a man known as Simon the Leper, a woman came with an alabaster jar of very expensive perfume, made of pure nard.  She broke the jar and poured the perfume on His head.  
 
Some of those present were saying indignantly to one another, "Why this waste of perfume?  It could have been sold for more than a year's wages and the money given to the poor."  And they rebuked her harshly.
 
"Leave her alone," said Jesus.  "Why are you bothering her?  She has done a beautiful thing to me.  The poor you will always have with you, and you can help them any time you want.  But you will not always have Me. She did what she could.  She poured perfume on my body beforehand to prepare for my burial.  I tell you the truth, wherever the gospel is preached throughout the world, what she has done will also be told, in memory of her." 

What a great time for this woman to have lived.  I look back and sometimes envy the fact that I was not the one to be able to do this for Jesus. 
 
There are several women I wish that I could have been in Jesus' time;  first, I guess because of the cancer, I would choose to be the woman with the bleeding sickness who touched Jesus' Cloak and was healed completely.  An account of this can be read in the book of Mark, Chapter 5, verses 21-34.  This can also be found in the Gospel of Matthew, chapter 9:18-22.  Luke also tells of this incident in chapter 8:40-48.  The first three books in the New Testament are called "Synoptic Gospels" meaning same.  There are writings that are repeated with the interpretation of each gospel author.  The Gospel of John is said to be "peculiar" not of the strange sense but with unique writings all in itself.  While the author may give his perspective on some of the same happenings found in the first three gospels, he writes other experiences that can only be found in his gospel. 
 
Mary Magdelene is another woman I would have loved to be.  To be chosen and loved by Jesus, to be a friend and confidante...  I don't know that I would want to be Mary, Jesus' mother.  Don't get me wrong!  What an honour to be the chosen mother to carry our Savior, to raise Him, watch Him grow.  I don't think that, well to be perfectly honest - I know I am not good enough, but I also know that I never would have been able to recover from the heartache of losing a child that way.  Forgive the strange musings and introspections.  Chemotherapy has a tendancy to change my entire perspective on life, on things.  Some perspectives are life changing and very profound, while others are just downright eccentric!
 
I have always wondered what it would feel like to be the woman who annoints Jesus' feet, then takes her hair to lovingly wash them clean along with the tears that come seeping from deep down inside her grieving heart.  If you are not familiar with this encounter you can find it to read in the book of Luke, Chapter 7, verses 36-50.  I have taken these particular stories (facts, real happenings) out of the New Testament, The New International Version.  I try to stick with direct translation Bibles rather than Bibles that have been "paraphrased."  This means that the publisher and the interpeter have given their own opinions therefore changing perhaps God's message.  They repeat it in their own terms and their own take or opinions which leave a lot of room for human error.  I suggest nothing less than direct translations so that you will not be reading a false interpretation.  Bible based is key.  It is Crucial.
It may mean the difference between salvation or to be completely lost and separated from our God.
 
Please, make no mistake.  I do not pretend to be an authority or a theologian on the Bible.  I did study New Testament at Concordia College - St. Paul, Minnesota campus.  I did manage to learn a little something.  What a blessing it is to still retain some of this knowledge because it has been ages since my college days. 
 
If any thing you know contradicts the above information, feel free to contact me via one of the guestbooks and I will correct it after consulting with my "authorities" - the bible and my pastors!
 
I am now beginning to sound like my teenage self! When I attended high school, people use to call me preacher Kim.  Oh well, I will step down off of the pulpit...
 
 
 
 
 

I cannot believe that another six weeks has passed - here I am sitting through another Chemotherapy session.  I will write more later, after the drugs wear off!
 
Love,
Kimberly
 
How time has a way of slipping through that hour glass!  It is already June 5th, 2008.  My son is finishing his last week at school.  He is sick tonight and will be missing the last day at school.  This is really a bummer - all the most exciting activities and parties happen on this day.
 
I am laying down in his room listening to him coughing and monitoring what his fever is.  At one point it was 102.1.  Between Gary and I we have managed to keep it down to 101.2.  This is my vunerability;  I hope I do not catch whatever bug has bitten my child.  I am trying extremely hard to overcome this cancer.  An infection could really  speed things up (on the down side of things - it might introduce me to Jesus faster than I am ready.  I guess that I am not ready just yet.  I know it is God's will what happens in our lives, and when it is our time to die, it just is our time to die.  He has been so good to me, to this whole family really.  I love my Savior so much!
 
I am falling asleep in between checking context and spelling,  I really need to wrap it up and pack it up... 
 
Hey - if I'm falling asleep I wonder what the rest of you are doing?  WAKE UP!  I don't need to be responsible for the phenomenon of unexplained comas happening everywhere!  (ha, ha).
 
Love you!
Me

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven.               Matthew 5:16