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My song titled:  I Love You, Jesus, is playing as you read my original poems on this page.  I will have music downloads available with time on the music download page. 
 
I hope that you enjoy this page as much as I do!  Thank you...

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Winter's End
 
Long summer days full of sunshine and warmth
heartfelt laughter floating through the balmy haze
happiness overflowing into the afternoon in the form of children's games
and every evening brings the promise of yet another day
 
Days pass on and autumn sneaks in with it's chilly breeze
crisp sounds of falling leaves upon the ground
campfires crackling in the cool night's air
like the precious, sacred summer was never really there
 
Mornings come and go rushing ahead like a river
until winter's cold hardened breath captures it still
memories of the hazy summer lay frozen in time
Laid captive under snow covered hills in beauty sublime
 
My life is not unlike a winter's breathless evening
I wonder if I will live to see another spring?
or will it ebb away in the cold , freezing air
Precious, sacred time standing still, as if I were never really here
 
My mournful prayers lift up into the eternal skies
my heart aches, my soul breaks down with a cry,
"I want to raise my children!  Hear me, Lord I pray!"
Pleading "Heavenly Father, the privelege of just one more beautiful day"!
 
Miracles rain down and melt the ice away
I desperately try to catch drops of hope upon my wanting tongue
God's child drinking in the promising spring rain
refreshing to my spirit, my faith in prayer will sustain
 
 
Written by:  Kimberly Hiltbrand
Copyright 2006.  All Rights Reserved.
 
 

Winter's End
Chalk Creek in winter
James 4:10 "Humble yourselves before the Lord, and He will lift you up."

Original Poetry and Music by Kimberly

Poems, Prayers and Promises

Jesus
 
How can I tell You everything that I am feeling?
I know that Your eyes can see my heart...
 
I want to hide in my nakedness
to cover my face
from Your righteousness
I hear Your footsteps
and I am ashamed!
Forgive my unfaithfulness
 
By Your judgement I am condemned
through Your grace I ask forgiveness
have mercy on me!
I am just a woman in all my humbleness
humiliated in Your presence.
 
I am not worthy of Your love
but I need it
I am not worthy of Your grace
but I ask it
I am not worthy of Your faithfulness
but I want it
I am not worthy of Your life
Forgive me!

The Homecoming
 
I want to rejoice!
I don't want to cry anymore...
I long to feel the summer rain
soft upon my skin.
To dance with joy!
renew my soul with life
emanate the beauty within
to cherish the moment
as if time were standing still
watch the clouds depart
feel the warm sunshine
upon my face
to feel safe and secure
here in Your embrace
to have You brush away my tears
still my fears
and hold me close to You.
To know what it is like
to be truly loved
My beloved Jesus,
when will I see Your face?
when will You enfold me in Your arms?
I long to be near You
Hear Your gentle voice
reassure my troubled heart.
My Jesus, Oh! My Savior,
I need You
Never let me go
Hold me close
I love You.
I will wait for You
for the day
You come
to take me home

The Gentle Awakening
 
Petals meekly bowing
swaying contentedly in the coolness of the breeze
the wet, dewy mist clings to the softness
of the fresh spring blossoms
 
Shades of the sunrise
hightlight the newborn day with tenderness
subtle hints of morning light rest peacefully
upon the sleeping world
 
His love emanates from within the depths of the heavens
and reflects upon the mirror of His creation
gently, with the touch of His loving hand
He awakens the world from it's silent slumber

Presence of Angels
 
Do I feel the presence of an angel? 
Hear the flutter of its wings
passing through my dreams?   
Feel the gentle breeze upon my face,
keeping watch as I lay sleeping?
 
Or is it merely the wind moving through the trees,
gently rustling over the leaves into my room
through the open window?
 
The tender spirit that embraces me,
I have felt it's touch before. 
But as peacefully as it has come,
I awake and it is gone.
 
Could I have felt the presence of an angel?

This next poem was written for my daughter, Megan back in 1993.  She had just fallen asleep and was lying next to her cousin, Kyleah.  A tenderness settled into my heart and I just had to put it into words.  I put this to music which will be available as a download.  For now, here are the words...
 
Megan's Lullaby
 
As you lay there sleeping, I can't help but think
How fortunate I am
this little blessing Jesus gave me
tucked in safe and dreaming
I'm here by your side
watching you lovingly
as I sing you this peaceful lullaby
 
Tomorrow brings sunshine and the promise of rain
laughter filled moments spent holding your hand
watching you grow dearer to my heart
a mother's happiness
wrapped up in her little sweetheart
 
And if the tears should fall
I'll be there to kiss them dry
I'll rock you gently in my arms
hush little baby
now don't you cry...
 
I will keep you safe.  I will keep you warm
here in my heart, my love will always be your home
when my final verse has been sung
I'll watch you lovingly from above
hush my darling,
don't you cry
listen to this peaceful lullaby.
 
If angels cry, listen closely and you might hear
raindrops fall
a million heartaches in just one tear
I'll be waiting for you
A star shining bright on the darkest night
feel my love surround you
as the wind whispers my lullaby
Hush, my darling
don't you cry
listen to this peaceful lullaby...

A Love So Tender - Written in 1981
 
A love so tender I have found
resting in Jesus' arms
a peace, secure and gentleness
my refuge, safe from harm
 
He is my Lord and Savior
the glorious Son above
no fear that He'll abandon me
promised;  eternal love
 
When I'm sad, He comforts me
in times of worry and strife
He always guides me in His way
and sets me straight in life
 
Although sometimes I may not listen
He waits so patiently
until my desperate cry for help
brings Him back to me
 
Jesus' total forgiveness
cleanses my heart of sin
His love and tender mercy
make me pure again
 
I could not live without Him
my Savior so divine
arms outstretched He softly calls
and I know that Heaven is mine
 
 

This next poem is actually a song that I wrote for my cousin, Brian, who was diagnosed with brain cancer.  Brian lost his valiant fight and is now home with His Heavenly Father. 
 
Beloved in His Presence
 
May the God of peace be with you
As your journey leads you through the valleys
let our thoughts and prayers uplift your spirit
High into the depths of the heavens
 
His love will enfold you, His grace will behold you
standing now before Him
Beloved, in His presence
His love will enfold you, His grace will behold you
standing now before Him
Beloved in His presence
 
May the God of Hope be with you
Faith the strength that leads you through the storm
As we lift our voices the angels listen
resounding their joy throughout the heavens!
 
May the God of Life be with you
blessings in disguise we cannot comprehend
let your heart rejoice in the dwelling
Anointed with the light from the heavens
 
His love will enfold you, His grace will behold you
Standing now before him, Beloved in His presence
His love will enfold you, His grace will behold you
standing now before Him, Beloved in His presence...
 
Copyright.  All Rights Reserved.
Kimberly Hiltbrand
 

Original Music by Kimberly
Copyright.  All Rights Reserved.
 
This song is an Instrumental titled:  I Love You, Jesus
 
I wrote this back in 1996.  I am playing all instruments, except the drums, which is a drum track.  I do not have words to this which, in essence, spares you from my vocals!  (Your welcome, Simon, Randy and Paula!)

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Romans 8:38-39
 
For I am convinced that neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven.               Matthew 5:16